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A Crisis of Faith: Descending to Ascend

I’ve taken a longer essay on my personal crisis of faith and have broken it into three smaller, digestible parts. Though these experiences are personal, they may be useful for others. The feelings of despair and sadness accompanying a loss of faith do not need to be permanent, and may actually be a necessary part within a longer journey towards living an authentic life. I’ve come to believe that each of us has the power to create a greater resolve toward living after a faith crisis, than we could have possibly imagined before.


Part 1: A Child’s Religion

My family moved out of the only house I had ever known just before I turned seven years old. Up to that time, my parents had become disillusioned with their Baptist faith and avoided church wherever possible. Speaking with my father as an adult, he had determined that all churches were corrupt, and wanted absolutely nothing to do with them. Both he and my mother had made a conscious decision to not speak about religion in my presence, all in an attempt to spare me the trauma they had experienced from a fundamentalist upbringing. All of that changed though, just months before leaving. They were tracted out by two LDS missionaries, convinced they had found the truth, and were soon baptized as newly minted Mormons. I didn’t know it at the time, but my entire world was about to changed because of that decision, and it wasn’t even mine to make. As far as church is concerned, I went from zero to sixty over night, but it would be a mistake to think that just because I wasn’t given a set of beliefs before Mormonism, that I didn’t have any.

What Is Real



By Oliver D. Anonymous


MIDWAY upon the journey of our life
I found myself within a forest dark,
For the straightforward pathway had been lost.
– The Divine Comedy, Inferno Canto I:1-3


When Dante awoke to himself, lost in a forest, he couldn’t remember how he had arrived, where he was, or the way he should go. Stumbling through the wood, with a bitterness of soul likened to death, he made his way to the highest point he could see, the Mount Delectable. But as he began the ascent, his way

What Is Real

Oliver from the New Order Mormon appears on the PeaceWriter Voices page as a guest author. Enjoy his thoughtful essay. What is Real...

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If you have ever experienced a period of doubt or questioned your beliefs in The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, you know that this is not a minor thing. It is tantamount to a crisis, and one that can be life altering.

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